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FINDING
YOUR OWN TRUE MYTH: What I Learned
from Joseph Campbell: The
Myth
of the
Great Secret
III

GAY
SPIRITUALITY:
The Role of Gay Identity in the Transformation of Human Consciousness

GAY PERSPECTIVE:
Things Our Homosexuality Tells Us about the Nature of God and the
Universe

SECRET MATTER, a sci-fi novel with
wonderful "aliens" with an
Afterword by Mark Jordan

GETTING
LIFE IN PERSPECTIVE:
A
Fantastical Gay Romance set in two different time periods

THE FOURTH QUILL, a
novel about attitudinal healing and the problem of evil

TWO SPIRITS: A Story of Life with
the
Navajo, a collaboration with Walter L. Williams

CHARMED
LIVES: Spinning Straw into
Gold: GaySpirit in Storytelling, a collaboration with
Steve Berman and some 30 other writers

THE MYTH OF THE GREAT
SECRET:
An
Appreciation of Joseph Campbell

IN SEARCH OF GOD IN THE
SEXUAL UNDERWORLD: A Mystical Journey
Unpublished manuscripts
About ordering
Books on
Gay Spirituality:
White
Crane Gay Spirituality Series


Articles
and Excerpts:
Review of Samuel
Avery's The
Dimensional Structure of Consciousness
Funny
Coincidence: "Aliens Settle in San Francisco"
About Liberty Books, the
Lesbian/Gay Bookstore for Austin, 1986-1996
The Simple Answer to the Gay Marriage Debate
A
Bifurcation of Gay Spirituality
Why gay people should NOT Marry
The Scriptural Basis for
Same Sex Marriage
Toby and Kip Get Married
Wedding Cake Liberation
Gay Marriage in Texas
What's ironic
Shame on the American People
The "highest form of love"

Gay Consciousness
Why homosexuality is a sin
The cause of homosexuality
The
origins of homophobia
Q&A
about Jungian ideas in gay consciousness
What
is homosexuality?
What
is Gay Spirituality?
My three
messages
What
Jesus said about Gay
Rights
Queering
religion
Common
Experiences Unique to Gay
Men
Is there a "uniquely gay
perspective"?
The
purpose of homosexuality
Interview on the Nature of
Homosexuality
What the Bible Says about
Homosexuality
Mesosexual
Ideal for Straight Men
Varieties
of Gay Spirituality
Waves
of Gay Liberation Activity
The Gay Succession
Wouldn’t You Like to Be Uranian?
The Reincarnation of
Edward Carpenter
Why Gay Spirituality: Spirituality
as Artistic Medium
Easton Mountain Retreat Center
Andrew Harvey &
Spiritual Activism
The Mysticism of
Andrew Harvey
The
upsidedown book on MSNBC
Enlightenment
"It's
Always About You"
The myth of the Bodhisattva
Avalokitesvara
Joseph
Campbell's description of
Avalokiteshvara
You're
Not A Wave
Joseph Campbell Talks
about Aging
What is Enlightenment?
What is reincarnation?
How many lifetimes in an
ego?
Emptiness & Religious Ideas
Experiencing experiencing experiencing
Going into the Light
Meditations for a Funeral
Meditation Practice
The way to get to heaven
Buddha's father was right
What Anatman means
Advice to Travelers to India
& Nepal
The Danda Nata
& goddess Kalika
Nate Berkus is a bodhisattva
John Boswell was Immanuel Kant
Cutting
edge realization
The Myth of the
Wanderer
Change: Source of
Suffering & of Bliss
World Navel
What the Vows Really
Mean
Manifesting
from the Subtle Realms
The Three-layer
Cake
& the Multiverse
The
est Training and Personal Intention
Effective
Dreaming in Ursula LeGuin's The Lathe of Heaven

Gay
Spirituality
Curious
Bodies
What
Toby Johnson Believes
The
Joseph Campbell Connection
The
Mann Ranch (& Rich Gabrielson)
Campbell
& The Pre/Trans Fallacy
The
Two Loves
The
Nature of Religion
What's true about
Religion
Being
Gay is a Blessing
Drawing Long Straws
Freedom
of Religion
The
Gay Agenda
Gay
Saintliness
Gay
Spiritual Functions
The subtle workings of the spirit
in gay men's lives.
The Sinfulness of
Homosexuality
Proposal
for a study of gay nondualism
Priestly Sexuality
Having a Church to
Leave
Harold Cole on Beauty

Marian Doctrines:
Immaculate Conception & Assumption
Not lashed to the
prayer-post
Monastic or Chaste
Homosexuality
Is It Time to Grow
Up? Confronting
the Aging Process
Notes on Licking
(July, 1984)
Redeem Orlando
Gay Consciousness changing
the
world by Shokti LoveStar
Alexander Renault
interviews Toby
Johnson

Mystical Vision
"The
Evolution of Gay Identity"
"St. John of the
Cross & the Dark Night of
the Soul."
Avalokiteshvara
at the Baths
Eckhart's Eye
Let Me
Tell You a Secret
Religious
Articulations of the
Secret
The
Collective Unconscious
Driving as
Spiritual Practice
Meditation
Historicity
as Myth
Pilgrimage
No
Stealing
Next
Step in Evolution
The
New Myth
The Moulting of the Holy Ghost
Gaia
is a Bodhisattva

The Hero's
Journey
The
Hero's Journey as archetype -- GSV 2016
The Gay Hero Journey
(shortened)
You're
On Your Own
Superheroes

Seeing
Differently
Teenage
Prostitution and the Nature of Evil
Allah
Hu: "God is present here"
Adam
and Steve
The Life is
in the Blood
Gay retirement and the "freelance
monastery"
Seeing with
Different Eyes
Facing
the Edge: AIDS as an occasion for spiritual wisdom
What
are you looking for in a gay science fiction novel?
The Vision
The
mystical experience at the Servites' Castle in Riverside
A Most Remarkable
Synchronicity in
Riverside
The
Great Dance according to C.S.Lewis

The Techniques Of The
World Saviors
Part 1: Brer Rabbit and the
Tar-Baby
Part 2: The
Bodhisattva Avalokiteshvara
Part 3: Jesus
and the Resurrection
Part 4: A
Course in Miracles
The
Secret of the Clear Light
Understanding
the Clear Light
Mobius
Strip
Finding
Your
Tiger Face
How Gay Souls Get Reincarnated

Joseph
Campbell, the Hero's Journey, and the modern Gay Hero-- a five part
presentation on YouTube

About Alien Abduction
In
honor of Sir Arthur C Clarke
Karellen was a homosexual
The
D.A.F.O.D.I.L. Alliance
Intersections
with the movie When We Rise
More
about Gay Mental Health
Psych
Tech Training
Toby
at the California Institute
The
Rainbow Flag
Ideas for gay
mythic stories

People
Kip and Toby,
Activists
Toby's
friend and nicknamesake Toby Marotta.
Harry
Hay, Founder of the gay movement
About Hay and The New Myth
About
Karl
Heinrich Ulrichs, the first
man to really "come out"
About Michael Talbot, gay mystic
About Fr. Bernard Lynch
About Richard Baltzell
About Guy Mannheimer
About David Weyrauch
About
Dennis Paddie
About Ask the Fire
About
Arthur Evans
About
Christopher Larkin
About Mark Thompson
About Sterling Houston
About Michael Stevens
The Alamo Business
Council
Our friend Tom Nash
Second March on
Washington
The
Gay
Spirituality Summit in May 2004 and the "Statement
of Spirituality"
Book
Reviews
Be Done on Earth by Howard
E. Cook
Pay Me What I'm Worth by
Souldancer
The Way Out by Christopher
L Nutter
The Gay Disciple by John Henson
Art That Dares by Kittredge Cherry
Coming Out, Coming Home by Kennth
A. Burr
Extinguishing
the Light by B. Alan Bourgeois
Over Coffee: A conversation
For Gay
Partnership & Conservative Faith by D.a. Thompson
Dark Knowledge
by
Kenneth Low
Janet Planet by
Eleanor
Lerman
The
Kairos by Paul E. Hartman
Wrestling
with Jesus by D.K.Maylor
Kali Rising by Rudolph
Ballentine
The
Missing Myth by Gilles Herrada
The
Secret of the Second Coming by Howard E. Cook
The Scar Letters: A
Novel
by Richard Alther
The
Future is Queer by Labonte & Schimel
Missing Mary
by Charlene Spretnak
Gay
Spirituality 101 by Joe Perez
Cut Hand: A
Nineteeth Century Love Story on the American Frontier by Mark Wildyr
Radiomen
by Eleanor Lerman
Nights
at
Rizzoli by Felice Picano
The Key
to Unlocking the Closet Door by Chelsea Griffo
The Door
of the Heart by Diana Finfrock Farrar
Occam’s
Razor by David Duncan
Grace
and
Demion by Mel White
Gay Men and The New Way Forward by Raymond L.
Rigoglioso
The
Dimensional Stucture of Consciousness by Samuel Avery
The
Manly Pursuit of Desire and Love by Perry Brass
Love
Together: Longtime Male Couples on Healthy Intimacy and Communication
by Tim Clausen
War
Between Materialism and Spiritual by Jean-Michel Bitar
The
Serpent's Gift: Gnostic Reflections on the Study of Religion by
Jeffrey J. Kripal
Esalen:
America and the Religion of No Religion by Jeffrey J. Kripal
The
Invitation to Love by
Darren Pierre
Brain,
Consciousness, and God: A Lonerganian Integration by Daniel A
Helminiak
A
Walk with Four Spiritual Guides by Andrew Harvey
Can Christians Be Saved? by Stephenson & Rhodes
The
Lost Secrets of the Ancient Mystery Schools by Stephenson &
Rhodes
Keys to
Spiritual
Being: Energy Meditation and Synchronization Exercises by Adrian
Ravarour
In
Walt We
Trust by John Marsh
Solomon's
Tantric Song by Rollan McCleary
A Special Illumination by Rollan McCleary
Aelred's
Sin
by Lawrence Scott
Fruit
Basket
by Payam Ghassemlou
Internal
Landscapes by John Ollom
Princes
& Pumpkins by David Hatfield Sparks
Yes by Brad
Boney
Blood of the Goddess by William Schindler
Roads of Excess,
Palaces of
Wisdom by Jeffrey Kripal
Evolving
Dharma by Jay Michaelson
Jesus
in Salome's Lot by Brett W. Gillette
The Man Who Loved Birds by Fenton Johnson
The
Vatican Murders by Lucien Gregoire
"Sex Camp"
by
Brian McNaught
Out
& About with Brewer & Berg
Episode One: Searching for a New Mythology
The
Soul Beneath the Skin by David Nimmons
Out
on
Holy Ground by Donald Boisvert
The
Revotutionary Psychology of Gay-Centeredness by Mitch Walker
Out There
by Perry Brass
The Crucifixion of Hyacinth by Geoff Puterbaugh
The
Silence of Sodom by Mark D Jordan
It's
Never About What It's About by Krandall Kraus and Paul Borja
ReCreations,
edited by Catherine Lake
Gospel: A
Novel
by WIlton Barnhard
Keeping
Faith: A Skeptic’s Journey by Fenton Johnson
Dating the Greek Gods by Brad Gooch
Telling
Truths in Church by Mark D. Jordan
The
Substance of God by Perry Brass
The
Tomcat Chronicles by Jack Nichols
10
Smart
Things Gay Men Can Do to Improve Their Lives by Joe Kort
Jesus and the Shamanic Tradition of Same Sex Love
by Will Roscoe
The
Third Appearance by Walter Starcke
The Last Hours of Ancient Sunlight by Thom Hartmann
Surviving
and Thriving After a Life-Threatening Diagnosis by Bev Hall
Men,
Homosexuality, and the Gods by Ronald Long
An Interview
with Ron Long
Queering Creole Spiritual Traditons by Randy
Conner & David Sparks
An Interview with
Randy Conner
Pain,
Sex
and Time by Gerald Heard
Sex
and the Sacred by Daniel Helminiak
Blessing Same-Sex Unions by Mark Jordan
Rising Up
by
Joe Perez
Soulfully
Gay
by Joe Perez
That
Undeniable Longing by Mark Tedesco
Vintage: A
Ghost
Story by
Steve Berman
Wisdom
for the Soul by Larry Chang
MM4M a DVD
by Bruce Grether
Double
Cross
by David Ranan
The
Transcended Christian by Daniel Helminiak
Jesus
in Love by Kittredge Cherry
In
the Eye of the Storm by Gene Robinson
The
Starry Dynamo by Sven Davisson
Life
in
Paradox by Fr Paul Murray
Spirituality for Our Global Community by Daniel
Helminiak
Gay & Healthy in a Sick Society by Robert A.
Minor
Coming Out: Irish Gay Experiences by Glen O'Brien
Queering
Christ
by Robert Goss
Skipping
Towards Gomorrah by Dan Savage
The
Flesh of the Word by Richard A Rosato
Catland by
David Garrett Izzo
Tantra
for Gay Men by Bruce Anderson
Yoga
&
the Path of the Urban Mystic by Darren Main
Simple
Grace
by Malcolm Boyd
Seventy
Times Seven by Salvatore Sapienza
What
Does "Queer" Mean Anyway? by Chris Bartlett
Critique of Patriarchal Reasoning by Arthur Evans
Gift
of
the Soul by Dale Colclasure & David Jensen
Legend of the Raibow Warriors by Steven McFadden
The
Liar's
Prayer by Gregory Flood
Lovely
are the Messengers by Daniel Plasman
The Human Core of Spirituality by Daniel Helminiak
3001:
The Final Odyssey by Arthur C. Clarke
Religion and the Human Sciences by Daniel Helminiak
Only
the
Good Parts by Daniel Curzon
Four
Short
Reviews of Books with a Message
Life
Interrupted by Michael Parise
Confessions of a Murdered Pope by Lucien Gregoire
The
Stargazer's Embassy by Eleanor Lerman
Conscious
Living, Conscious Aging by Ron Pevny
Footprints Through the Desert by Joshua Kauffman
True
Religion by J.L. Weinberg
The Mediterranean Universe by John Newmeyer
Everything
is God by Jay Michaelson
Reflection
by Dennis Merritt
Everywhere
Home by Fenton Johnson
Hard Lesson by James
Gaston
God
vs Gay?
by Jay Michaelson
The
Gate
of Tears: Sadness and the Spiritual Path by Jay Michaelson
Roxie
&
Fred by Richard Alther
Not
the Son He Expected by Tim Clausen
The
9 Realities of Stardust by Bruce P. Grether
The
Afterlife Revolution by Anne & Whitley Strieber
AIDS
Shaman:
Queer Spirit Awakening by Shokti Lovestar
Facing the Truth of Your Life by Merle Yost
The
Super Natural by Whitley Strieber & Jeffrey J Kripal
Secret
Body by
Jeffrey J Kripal
In
Hitler's
House by Jonathan Lane
Walking on Glory by Edward Swift
The
Paradox
of Porn by Don Shewey
Is Heaven for Real? by Lucien Gregoire
Enigma by Lloyd Meeker
Scissors,
Paper, Rock by Fenton Johnson
Toby
Johnson's
Books on Gay Men's Spiritualities:

Gay Perspective
Things Our [Homo]sexuality
Tells Us
about the
Nature of God and
the Universe
Gay
Perspective is available as an audiobook narrated
by Matthew Whitfield. Click
here

Gay Spirituality
Gay Identity and
the Transformation of
Human Consciousness
Gay
Spirituality is now
available as an audiobook, beautifully narrated by John Sipple. Click here

Charmed
Lives: Gay Spirit in Storytelling
edited by
Toby Johnson
& Steve Berman

Secret
Matter
Lammy Award Winner for Gay
Science Fiction
updated

Getting Life in
Perspective
A Fantastical Romance
Getting
Life in Perspective is available as an
audiobook narrated by Alex Beckham. Click
here

The Fourth Quill
originally published
as
PLAGUE

The Fourth Quill is
available
as an audiobook, narrated by Jimmie
Moreland. Click here

Two Spirits: A Story of
Life
with the Navajo
with Walter L. Williams
Two
Spirits is available as an
audiobook narrated by Arthur Raymond. Click
here

Finding
Your Own True Myth: What I Learned from Joseph
Campbell
The
Myth
of the
Great Secret III

In Search of God in the Sexual Underworld

The Myth of the Great
Secret: An Appreciation of Joseph Campbell.
This
was the second edition of this book.
Toby Johnson's
titles are
available in other ebook formats from Smashwords.
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And a
Little History about White Crane

Vintage: A Ghost Story
by Steve Berman
Lethe Press
trade paperback, 208 pages, $13.00
March 2008
978-1590210536
Available from Amazon.com in hard and soft cover and for Kindle
Vintage:
A Ghost Story

This
review appeared in White Crane Journal #74, Fall 2006

Steve Berman, author of Vintage,
has become an integral member of the White Crane family in the past
year. In addition to being a writer, Berman is also an activist in gay
genre publishing and a very competent editor. My own writing has
benefited significantly from his literary astuteness and advice.
In order to publish a collection of his own short stories, Trysts:
A Triskaidecollection of Queer and Weird Stories,
in 2000, riding the wave of the Internet and state-of-the-art desktop
publishing, Berman established Lethe Press out of his discovery of how
desktop publishing has created a new kind of publishing industry, one
built on literary experimentation through print-on-demand technology,
not big-money investing in blockbuster pop hits.
Berman also saw a mission in keeping gay classics in print and
available to gay booksellers and the internet connected public. Because
my book GAY SPIRITUALITY was one of the first such books Lethe selected
to save from oblivion when Alyson, though a gay-owned company, declared
it “out-of-print” in spite of its winning a Lammy, I forged a
connection with Steve Berman. Gay spirituality titles were especially
likely to be declared O.P. after a short life because they appeal to a
limited audience. And, of course, part of the whole enterprise of the
Gay Spirituality Movement is to keep alive gay wisdom in order to
validate and redeem our hidden history. So Lethe Press’s mission made
great sense. And Steve Berman’s facility with state-of-the-art
publishing made him a logical partner. He knew how to do it and he had
established business relationships with distributors and booksellers
across the country. White Crane’s current editors, Bo Young and Dan
Vera, have now concretized that connection in forming White Crane Books
as an imprint of Lethe Press. In every issue of White Crane Journal
now
readers will likely find a full page ad for White Crane Books and Lethe
Press titles.
This past year has been pretty successful for Berman. Together with the
White Crane staff he’s brought out several new White Crane Books
titles, including the Lammy-nominated Charmed Lives: Gay Spirit in
Storytelling which he and I co-edited, ALL: A James Broughton
Reader, and, as a Lethe Press title, my collaboration with Walter
L. Williams about Native American conceptions of homosexuality, Two
Spirits: A Story of Life With the Navajo. AND Steve Berman had his
own supernatural thriller Vintage published by Harrington Park
Press [and then since republished by Lethe].
Vintage is “a smart and stylish work of contemporary gay
fantasy with a gothic twist,” the back cover advertises. As the
subtitle reveals, it is a ghost story. In some ways, the novel follows
the accepted conventions of the ghost story: an unhappy soul haunts a
section of highway not realizing that he is dead and so causes problems
for the living, the plot of the novel is how the ghost is allowed to
rest. But Berman’s added a neat twist—actually two twists. The first is
that the main characters who experience the haunting and then try to do
something to help the ghost are modern day goth teenagers with a
penchant for dressing outlandishly in black (with maybe a little
mascara for effect), drinking and drugging with reckless abandon, and
driving their parents crazy. The novel is told in the first person of
one of these teenagers; Berman has got the jargon and voice down pat to
introduce the reader to this goth Holden Caufield with a cellphone and
taste for ecstasy and peppermint schnapps.
The second twist is that the main character is gay; he’s living with a
liberal-minded aunt because his uptight parents told him to leave when
his homosexuality was made embarrassingly public. He’s got a job
working in a retro fashions and used clothing store and made friends
with several teenage girls, including a young lesbian couple, who
frequent the store looking for goth costumery. And the ghost that’s
haunting the highway on the outskirts of town was himself a teenager of
the 1950s who died mysteriously after his own homosexuality was made
embarrassingly public—maybe he was murdered; maybe by the guy he was in
love with; maybe in an act of homophobia.
There are twists and turns in the plot. The resolution is delightfully
satisfying. Even the ghost is happy by the end and can go to his rest.
And the teenagers turn their goth fascinations toward adulthood.
The most interesting and well-written section of the story revolves
around the protagonist’s infatuation with the ghost—and the ghost’s
with him. It’s not giving away too much to reveal that the ghost died
longing for love and conflicted about his sexuality and so when the
goth teenager shows up dealing with the same issues, a strange
relationship develops. The description of their lovemaking is both
arousing and exciting and creepy and, literally, chilling. For the
ghost’s affections turn out to suck the life and warmth out of the
living boy and he has to struggle against his own conflicts with
growing up gay to avoid following the ghost into icy death.
Vintage: A Ghost Story isn’t exactly a White Crane Book of
gay wisdom. But it certainly plays on the gay interest with
consciousness on the margins. It’s a fast read, entertaining, and just
delightfully chilling. The reader too will be happy, warmed up, and
satisfied when the steaming hot peppermint-flavored cocoa is served at
the end—and gay love saves the day.
Reviewed by Toby
Johnson, author
of Gay
Spirituality: Gay Identity and the Transformation of Human Consciousness,
The Myth of the Great Secret: An Appreciation of Joseph
Campbell and other novels and books
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